I'm going to tell you something I hope you'll never have to know. I'll tell you how a heart can break and tears can constant flow. No I didn't break up with my boyfriend, I didn't lose my job, or my house. I lost my baby girls. Angels in my eyes. God chose to take their hand one day and led them into the skies. But please do not forget my daughters. They were a person too. Forever they will live inside of me and you. So, please don't ever tell me that time will heal my pain Because not even time can bring them back again. Just tell me their happy in heaven waiting for their mommy. That their snuggled in an angels wings all wrapped in God's love.
Monday, May 21, 2012
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Amelia Lee and Allison June
Recently it was brought to my attention of another couple carrying conjoined twins. Reading her story brought make many memories and tears. I'm hoping that these baby girls have a fighting chance at life. Their anatomy is different than Faith & Hope's. Their anatomy shows 2 hearts and are facing each other. The mothers story tells about how her own doctor recommend termination also, as they did when I was pregnant with Faith & Hope.
"I went to my first high risk doctor three days later. He did an ultrasound and then met with my husband and my mother and I. He was everything but positive. He said he didn’t think they could be separated and that most likely they wouldn’t make it. He didn’t give us much hope. He encouraged us to terminate the pregnancy. We left there all in tears. I could feel the babies move and it killed me inside. I knew then I couldn’t give up on them"
They are being delivered by c-section this morning March 1st 2012. They are at CHOPS in PA. Please pray for this wonderful and faithful family. God does a remarkable job listening to our prayers. And when you pray, please pray for all babies that have left earth too soon; Ava and Teagan, Skylar and Siri, Faith Lea and Hope Alyzbeth, Peyton and Sundae, Arianna and Isabella, Melody Joy and Madison Hope, Addy and Ally, Faith Rosemarie and Hope Lillian.
Thank you.
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Monday, January 30, 2012
March For Life 2012
If Faith and Hope were still alive I know they would want you to watch this video.
Every child deserves to live.
FHL <3
I got a surprise email from one of my blog followers . I sent her Faith and Hope bracelets awhile back. She was attending this years March for Life. She was almost ready to leave her home but she quickly grabbed the bracelets and wore them proudly during the march. I just want to say THANK YOU for thinking about my sweet angels and for attending that cold/rainy parade. It means so much to me. I know if Faith and Hope were still alive they would have wanted to save babies lives.
I got a surprise email from one of my blog followers . I sent her Faith and Hope bracelets awhile back. She was attending this years March for Life. She was almost ready to leave her home but she quickly grabbed the bracelets and wore them proudly during the march. I just want to say THANK YOU for thinking about my sweet angels and for attending that cold/rainy parade. It means so much to me. I know if Faith and Hope were still alive they would have wanted to save babies lives.
Their story proves that all life has value and the right to be born and loved.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Amazing Video
This video is amazing! After watching it, I am more amazed by God. It is a beautiful and inspirational video. I don't know how anyone could deny God's power and will after watching this! It is pure amazement. The human body is simply amazing.
Something to marvel about. Two cells (sperm and egg) make you.
Yale scientist on the video talks about how complex the human fetus is. He says it's beyond human comprehension. "It's like magic"
If only we can only get more pregnant women to watch this video, I believe they would realize that abortion is nothing but murder.
In video you can clearly see that a fetus is a human being from the moment of conception!
How can our country and our world permit the massive destruction of human lives??
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Thankfulness
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!
Be Thankful for what you have, because someone my never be given that chance. Whether it is be being able to have children, owning a car or house, having food on the table, or running water.
In these past months I’ve been trying to stay positive, and move forward. Some days are harder than others, when knowing God took my daughters so soon. So, this thanksgiving, I need to remind myself that I am thankful for everything God has given me.
Lord, I'm struggling show me what I have to be thankful for:
- I can see
- I can walk
- I have shelter
- I have never gone hungry
- I have a family that loves me
- I have great friends
- I have a bed
- I have a computer
- I have clean running water
- I can hear
- I have a job
- I have a cell phone
- My health is good
- I have a bathroom
- I have 5 nieces and nephews
- I have plenty of clothes
- I can read
- I own a car
- I gave birth to twins
- I am alive
Thank you God for giving me life; Amen.
"Thankfulness is the defense against materialism"
Monday, November 21, 2011
Heaven's Nursery
In Heaven there must surely be
A special place, a nursery
Where 'little spirits' not fully grown
Go to live in their Heavenly home.
The angels must attend with love
Tiny spirits on wings of doves,
The choir of angels must sing lullabies
Maybe quieten their tiny cries.
The Father must come by each day
To cuddle and play in a special way
These tiny spirits left earth too soon
These sparks of life did not perish
But came to the Father's love to cherish,
To grow and be taught in His own arms
Safely away from all earthly harm.
The comforter was sent to earth at once
To the parents who lost their little one
Their hearts so ache, their arms feel empty
The question 'why' seems so tempting.
Then all at once in the midst of tears
There comes a peace that stills the fears
The parents share the Father's own need
To hold their tiny spirit being.
They relinquish their own desperate hold
And release their baby to the Father's fold,
Then comes an angel to whisper the truth
Of a nursery in Heaven bearing rich fruit
Of tiny spirits chosen to worship the Father
A place that couldn't be filled by another,
Called to be spared from the struggles of earth,
Chosen to be one of Heaven's births.
So Father, whisper words of love from me
To our baby in your nursery.
A special place, a nursery
Where 'little spirits' not fully grown
Go to live in their Heavenly home.
The angels must attend with love
Tiny spirits on wings of doves,
The choir of angels must sing lullabies
Maybe quieten their tiny cries.
The Father must come by each day
To cuddle and play in a special way
These tiny spirits left earth too soon
These sparks of life did not perish
But came to the Father's love to cherish,
To grow and be taught in His own arms
Safely away from all earthly harm.
The comforter was sent to earth at once
To the parents who lost their little one
Their hearts so ache, their arms feel empty
The question 'why' seems so tempting.
Then all at once in the midst of tears
There comes a peace that stills the fears
The parents share the Father's own need
To hold their tiny spirit being.
They relinquish their own desperate hold
And release their baby to the Father's fold,
Then comes an angel to whisper the truth
Of a nursery in Heaven bearing rich fruit
Of tiny spirits chosen to worship the Father
A place that couldn't be filled by another,
Called to be spared from the struggles of earth,
Chosen to be one of Heaven's births.
So Father, whisper words of love from me
To our baby in your nursery.
Friday, November 11, 2011
Flowers
I found these beautiful flowers for Faith and Hope.
Pink for Faith and Purple for Hope.
Visiting their place they lay to rest, is hard. It is hard because I always remember the last day I spent with them. I remember kissing them a million times. I remember not wanting to let them go. I love them more than anyone will ever know. A piece of me is gone. Going to there funeral was like I was attending my own. A part of me left. But a new part is growing. My faith. My faith is growing more and more. The more I go the more I feel connected to my angels. I love going to church. I get so emotional and it's so moving. I feel a good sense of their presence at church.
I love helping other families with conjoined twins. I ask for you to pray for these families who have lost there beloved conjoined twins. All these babies had the most beautiful and hopeful families. Families that are so strong. If you know anyone going through the pregnancy of conjoined twins or who has lost there babies, please email me at aschulten@ymail.com
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